Korean Summit Monthly Connection 3/24/2022

I have had lots of training and lots of homework. It would stress me out. When I joined Summit, I could see love in everything! After the training that love remained in me. Yesterday, I met friends who had done Summit. They shared how they loved their family and they experienced anointing from Summit. I tried to be better after Summit. I am willing to serve and help. Summit really helped me to stay in that love. Not that I decided to love, but that love is in me!
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I have never done this type of training so it was very strange to me at first. My sister got cancer and my older sister asked us to join Summit. I felt that the leadership accepted everyone like God accepts His people. I could see the commandments to love God and others flow out of the leaders. I have never seen anyone accept people like this! We are accepted just as we are! I want to serve others like that.
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When I heard about how Jesus opened the prison door for me, but sometimes I continue to sit in the prison, I judged myself. I tried to figure out myself, even though Jesus had already opened the door to freedom. At first, it was hard for me to understand, but when I heard about the prison, it was a big revelation to me. I was restored in Him. He let me see where I am.
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When I joined Summit, I heard the leader speak about life and love. I felt warm! There are a lot of hurts in my heart but I would never think about that before. I had to love my son-in-law, but it was hard. After the 1st training, I could touch him and after the 2nd training, I could give him a hug. The small group helped me a lot. I experienced healing through the small group.
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I want to share about God's love. I lost my mom in March. I had a hard relationship with my mom. I loved her because it was the right thing to do, but I never truly loved her. Through Summit, I realized how my mom loved me… all of her life. She was hospitalized so I could not see her, but I could see my mom’s great love toward me for the first time in my life.
I gave much thanks to God because before she died, God let me think about her love. It was hard to say goodbye to her. I didn’t have a chance to say goodbye. I did process before God and it made me love God more and others more. I am so thankful for Summit.

My brothers and sisters were not right with my mom. Through summit I could forgive them and love them. I thought I loved others but I realized I needed to experience the love from God. I could not love my husband at first, but I could see God's love so that I could feel free and love my husband too. Through Summit I could think about my mom's love and I could freely accept her death. It gives me so much freedom!